mixd up (feat. blackwinterwells & 8485) - i9bonsai.mp3

[00:18.399](My little bonsai planet)
[00:19.961][Chorus: i9bonsai]
[00:20.232]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
[00:22.563]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
[00:25.197]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
[00:27.808]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
[00:29.908][Post-Chorus: i9bonsai]
[00:30.172]Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
[00:32.787]I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
[00:35.167]I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
[00:37.805]I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'
[00:40.427][Verse 1: i9bonsai]
[00:40.693]Lost it all, but I'll make it back
[00:43.050]I'm losin' time, yeah, I'm losin' track
[00:45.662]Don't know why I ****in' laugh
[00:47.995]It's overwhelming, yeah, I can't do that
[00:50.320][Chorus: i9bonsai]
[00:50.320]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
[00:52.673]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
[00:55.301]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
[00:57.678]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
[01:10.502][Verse 2: blackwinterwells]
[01:10.761]I'm mixed up, confused
[01:12.863]Don't know me, or you
[01:15.411]No one knows me like you do
[01:17.764]Spent my whole life confused
[01:20.107]Yeah, blend it up like a smoothie
[01:22.447]Mix all of my guts into bits, then consume me
[01:26.074]In the wired, like I'm Gumi
[01:27.386]Disappearing act, if I owe you something, sue me
[01:30.254]I'm disaffected, unscrew my head a bit
[01:32.331]Papers are so ripped, there's no proof that I still exist
[01:35.206]But I still bleed though, so much I'll stain you
[01:37.541]Lady Macbeth on your hands then replace you
[01:40.166][Verse 3: 8485]
[01:40.412]It's a risk and I don't think I wanna take it
[01:43.541]Think I'm in cause I'm convincing when I fake it
[01:45.893]But I know by the time that I make it
[01:48.242]To the start of the line
[01:50.063]Won't race 'cause I can't win
[01:52.679]Can't escape, but can't begin
[01:54.519]Way too late and stretched too thin
[01:56.849]Faults are breaking on my skin
[01:59.711]I'm so scared, I'll never try
[02:01.810]No one's there, so why should I be?
[02:04.428]I don't care, no, I won't cry
[02:07.047]Sit and stare while it goes by me
[02:10.197][Chorus: i9bonsai]
[02:10.443]Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
[02:12.795]I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
[02:15.400]Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
[02:17.772]They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?
[02:20.372][Post-Chorus: i9bonsai]
[02:20.618]Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
[02:22.698]I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
[02:25.289]I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
[02:27.908]I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'