JUNKY - BROCKHAMPTON.mp3

[00:00.30]I spit my heart out, lookin' out for my best interests
[00:03.08]He gave me good head, peepin' out while the windows tinted
[00:05.79]I speak in tongues, and I arrive without a damn mention
[00:08.85]It's kinda sick and I was born in 1996 and
[00:11.85]1999 the only year that I remember
[00:14.70]I slip through the cracks without havin' a damn temper
[00:17.50]I bleach my hair because these niggas all about they bitchin
[00:20.55]I say **** when I rap and y'all niggas barely liste
[00:23.35]I do the most for the culture, bitch, by just existin
[00:26.33]Delete my tweets 'cause I'm ashamed of being a nigga Simpso
[00:29.33]I told my mom I was gay, why the **** she ain't listen
[00:32.05]I signed a pub deal and her opinion ****ing disappearin
[00:35.26]I'm payin' bills for my sister and tryna fund her business
[00:38.16]Is it homophobic to only hook up with straight niggas
[00:41.27]You know, like closet niggas, masc-typ
[00:43.23]Why don't you take that mask off? That's the thought I had last night
[00:46.81]"Why you always rap about bein' gay?"
[00:49.39]'Cause not enough niggas rap and be ga
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[00:53.21]Where I come from niggas get called "faggot" and kille
[00:55.27]So I'ma get head from a nigga right her
[00:57.41]And they can come and cut my hand off and
[00:59.19]And my legs off and
[01:00.76]And I'ma still be a boss 'til my head go, yeah
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[01:10.66]Break the wheel, cop the steel, hold my nigga dow
[01:13.45]Twistin' on that syrup ‘til I hear crackin’ sounds
[01:15.96]Break the wheel, cop the steel, hold my nigga dow
[01:18.73]Twistin' on that syrup ‘til I hear crackin’ sounds
[01:21.89]Break, break, break the steel, hold my nigga dow
[01:24.63]Twistin' on that syrup ‘til I hear crack, crack, crack
[01:27.71]Break the wheel, cop the steel, hold my nigga dow
[01:30.48]Twistin' on that syrup ‘til I hear crack
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[01:33.93]I don't trust nobody
[01:35.47]'Cause they don't deserve it
[01:36.80]Niggas run in your hous
[01:38.32]They know you doin' dirty
[01:39.60](go ahead now)
[01:40.10]I got my hand on an ounce
[01:41.09]So now I got money servin'
[01:42.63]I just bought me a fifth
[01:44.09]And now I'm speedin', swervin'
[01:45.48](go ahead now)
[01:45.79]I took an eighth of them shrooms
[01:47.10]And now I'm hearin' voices
[01:48.38]I took like two of them pills
[01:49.94]I can't remember nothing
[01:51.30](go ahead now)
[01:51.72]I ain't under control
[01:52.84]I'm losin' motor function
[01:54.36]I need an intervention
[01:55.64]I need an exorcism
[01:57.21]I need a therapist
[01:58.62]Paranoia and drug addiction
[02:00.05]It's very scary
[02:01.05]My momma don't even recognise me
[02:03.03]I'm goin' crazy
[02:03.92]Don't need nobody to say they love me
[02:05.83]My acts of desperation
[02:07.05]I'm on an empty stomach
[02:08.80]So **** the consequence
[02:10.22]I ain't runnin' from them
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[02:14.76]Feelin' like a goner
[02:16.04]Put my life in locker
[02:17.61]Hotbox in the Hummer
[02:19.07]Hot bars in the summer
[02:20.48]If I had the option
[02:22.00]I would do it all again
[02:23.64]If I had the option
[02:25.00]I would do it all again
[02:26.46]I just wanna feel like I did the right program
[02:29.47]I just want to appeal to my dad and my cousins (again)
[02:32.55]When I cut that feel I do nothing but diplomas
[02:35.24]Love is going, bet you didn't do it by your lonesome
[02:38.01]So I forgive my mommy, daddy, auntie and my uncles
[02:41.04]For guilt-tripping feelings whenever they call my number
[02:43.86]They see men dream, they see men fallin'
[02:46.79]But when I dream, I'm smashing on a lana
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[02:50.03]Both pessimistic, drug addicted, caught in our feelings
[02:52.35]We spit venom then stare at the ceiling wondering why
[02:55.62]My mom's no alcoholic, she just wanna drown her sorrows
[02:58.59]Love her to death and soon enough I'll give back all I borrowed
[03:01.52]Both so submissive, take turns dominating, the light has been faded
[03:04.63]This hate-fueled love, we don't fake it, no givin', just takin'
[03:07.50]I took some steps to be a bigger person
[03:09.23]I should've thrown ya off the highway to cars swerving
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[03:13.01]Ain't no burden, ain't no sermon, ain't no mother****ing plaqu
[03:15.83]I hate these hospitals and police and the smell of death, all that
[03:18.68]I hate these shady folk that want a ladylike
[03:21.22]But don't treat lady right, but they be sayin' like "just the tip"
[03:24.69]And, yeah, you mad 'cause she ain't shit, mad 'cause she ain't suc
[03:27.59]Beat your ass before you got time to say "why not?"
[03:30.52]Here to catch ya slip up, wish you could just rewind
[03:33.44]Time to not **** up, thought you were just lucked u
[03:36.37]Where the respect? Is your ass human?
[03:38.93]I look you in your eyes, say "**** you, are you ****ing stupid?
[03:41.80]Respect my mother, 'spect my sister, 'spect these women, boy
[03:44.91]I get my 99, I don't own one, hit the store to blow your brains off
[03:48.17]Better hope my aim off
[03:49.87]Better hope the range off
[03:51.02]Better hope my tame off
[03:52.46]Before I blow your brains off, boy
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[03:54.94]No hands with the stunts
[03:55.54]Jump off the roof like I do what I want
[03:56.93]All of the life in my past wanna haunt
[03:58.39]And my sight of the future beginning to taunt my ambition
[03:59.85]Man on the moon, I'm marooned
[04:01.52]I ain't trippin', I'm on a mission
[04:02.65]Every time that I speak they ain't skippin'
[04:04.00]Turned my inspiration to a vision
[04:05.34]That's a given, no slipping