[00:00.000] 作词 : Ryan Rodas[00:00.153] 作曲 : Ryan Rodas[00:00.306]yet another cliche song[00:01.473]talkin bout my fcking health[00:03.395]talkin bout how i wnna kms[00:05.613]das the only thing i can express[00:07.569]i dnt see a future w myself[00:09.293]taking drugs so i can reflect[00:10.868]putting all da acid on my tongue[00:12.576]so i can learn self love[00:14.406]♪[00:28.294]yet another cliche song[00:29.859]talkin bout my fcking health[00:31.548]talkin bout how i wnna kms[00:33.469]das the only thing i can express[00:35.505]i dnt see a future w myself[00:37.255]taking drugs so i can reflect[00:39.121]putting all da acid on my tongue[00:40.920]so i can learn self love[00:42.952]"self love" i struggle w it so much[00:46.029]i thought that loving someone else[00:47.927]wudve fckn helped it[00:49.699]starve myself cuz i hate body so much[00:53.191]use 2 be so happy b4 i got on the internet[00:57.158]remember when u use 2 be a kid[00:59.779]u wud sit down w the family[01:01.905]nd u wudnt thnk bout it much[01:03.830]but ur growing old, thnkin bout the future[01:07.039]i ****ed up w my choices now im sitting in my room w drugs[01:12.246]robotussin in my blood, im on my bed i can't form a single thought[01:17.854]without substance i wnna kms[01:21.297]its my mistake for thinkin that im oversharing[01:24.926]i got no motivation for my own life[01:28.122]i would rather kill myself and not have it at all[01:31.439]i feel so depressed, i feel so upset[01:34.617]nd i ****ed up my receptors in my little fckin head[01:38.272]popping drugs i love it so much[01:41.538]i cant think i wanna die now[01:45.002]i use 2 obsess over love now i hate it so much[01:48.781]the seratonins in my head needs something more then love[01:53.322]wanted thats lovewhy i hate myself[01:56.589]i wanted love now im chasing all da drugs[01:59.931]i hate myself i jst wnna be a kid again[02:03.300]i nvr wnted this i jst wnna love myself