PAIN TALK - teddybigcat/黑桃K.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Aftermath艾福迈斯
[00:00.876] 作曲 : Aftermath艾福迈斯
[00:01.752]混音: 鹤仙问鹿仙
[00:03.516]封面: 大思设计
[00:05.298]Verse 1 teddybigcat
[00:07.254]曾经握的那么重的 失去也没那么痛了
[00:09.085]好像已经跑不动了 无所谓也只是梦呢
[00:10.901]新的伤口不会等到旧的愈合
[00:12.671]找到了出口用灵魂看着躯壳
[00:14.467]欲望被满足后无尽的空虚和得不到到底哪个才是痛苦
[00:18.063]烈日下冰冷的心是个空壳倒下了也许不是因为中暑
[00:21.716]封住的灵魂病情没有好转还是在腐烂中度过
[00:25.296]何时才能找到那条让我一直魂牵梦绕向往自由没有尽头公路
[00:28.872]伴随着美好风景 我的憧憬 祈求指引
[00:31.510]却在梦中醒来
[00:32.522]无助的事情充斥神经 把毛孔都绷紧
[00:35.176]像得了宫颈癌
[00:36.129]我还记得以前放不下的已经不想提起
[00:37.979]不是怕疼是没有意义
[00:39.665]根本不需要命运的给予
[00:41.562]因为得到也是一种失去就算无法比拟
[00:44.213]我还有力气
[00:45.114]无所谓了我tmd我要睡了我先洗洗
[00:46.913]像是挤出胸腔里所有空气
[00:48.718]像是一座孤岛被虚无封闭
[00:50.574]用感冒冲剂要怎么熬过冬季？
[00:52.333]不怕loney 说的容易
[00:54.089]被太多东西遮住双眼蒙蔽惨
[00:55.962]老子从没想过走上红地毯
[01:01.443]Verse 2 Spade King
[01:04.944]Damn who pray 居无定所
[01:06.416]是soldier吞下枪口那一刻
[01:08.571]Who still pray 祈求停火
[01:10.384]是新生儿生存的第一课
[01:12.175]苦罪 如众生命果
[01:14.002]是希望只能变成千纸鹤
[01:15.788]独对 当无力反抗成为忍气吞声的第几个
[01:19.424]Pain来临 抬头望
[01:21.137]哪里还有希望可以放手上
[01:22.911]抬头的瞬间才突然想起多久没有仰望星空
[01:26.197]它从未消失只是我不知何时烟雾覆盖了它影踪
[01:29.732]也许是冥冥中 人总在历苦痛
[01:33.418]装得很轻松把记忆清空傀儡般行走在天马行空
[01:37.034]谁曾被酒精灌满了血管
[01:38.842]无数次醉倒在每个夜晚
[01:40.623]清醒的时候才发现灵魂早已被深度摧毁
[01:44.244]伤痕累累 有何所谓
[01:45.926]反正人早受够畏首畏尾
[01:47.796]为何要缝合伤口复合大不了多来点止痛片
[01:51.472]从此后不相不逢不见成两条不交的平行线
[01:55.065]隐又现的回忆终成为一部黑白片或许不再现
[01:59.061]旋转千百遍千锤和百炼到头却希望是颗空白键
[02:02.660]有人责怪经历的所有
[02:04.469]有人逃避躲在角落酌酒
[02:06.206]对人来说欲才是祸首
[02:08.049]祸及所有的舵口fxxk off
[02:09.947]无需忆  不想提
[02:11.721]都认为风马牛不相及
[02:13.485]是非题  别再议
[02:15.379]总有人坐在观众席
[02:16.618]Verse 3 Alancheezzy
[02:17.095]I used to feeling depressed
[02:18.308]Not that I make me a mess
[02:19.477]Still tryna looting what’s left
[02:20.798]Fill up my bag
[02:21.683]So I gotta confess
[02:22.897]For the times I put on my mask
[02:24.306]For the text I sent it was ramdom
[02:26.198]And the pain you caused me that’s fatal
[02:27.981]Bloddy vein and a muddy face
[02:29.711]Guess my choice always got venom
[02:31.459]So I ran up at ten
[02:32.483]Closing my doors
[02:33.286]Cuz I didn’t wanna be along
[02:34.767]But I got liquor in store
[02:36.063]Find me some more
[02:37.057]What a pity shame what’s for
[02:38.423]You want a minute I got u a dozen
[02:40.219]I need a second you left me a nothing
[02:41.984]Looking at mirror im feeling bit dizzy
[02:43.753]But I gotta move on for this obsession
[02:46.029]Gotta admit what I want and I get it but sometimes im losing my temper to ashes
[02:49.802]Finna prepare so I said it and did it there’s no way im being dramatically petty
[02:53.250]I mean it
[02:53.746]Came a long way up finding my goal waiting for the dream come true
[02:56.890]Seeing my way out checking my shoebox
[02:58.663]It kinda gives me dejavu
[03:00.501]People don’t change well that’s a cap
[03:02.287]Im done ****ing with these weirdo crap
[03:04.136]Hennessy in my cup there’s nothing new
[03:05.943]So what do I do when Im outta loop
[03:07.688]I’ll be coming through from the worst night
[03:09.377]I be paranoid
[03:10.385]But she aint my type
[03:11.310]Ride in Malibu
[03:12.160]Maybe Paris too
[03:13.005]Cuz Ima find a way to get my shit tight bitch
[03:14.654]Verse 4 Aftermath
[03:14.854]Memories back then OKAY
[03:16.703]Seeing these pains live again
[03:18.506]If I face it I face out Tryna find a way out
[03:20.855]Never let your brain freeze down
[03:22.104]Back in the old days no way
[03:23.912]Thought my ex my soulmate
[03:25.744]Ain’t got no shame feel great
[03:27.570]Leaning on the da couch turns to grey
[03:29.351]Tears go first Math on da verse
[03:31.182]Spitting every words from the bottom of my heart
[03:32.974]Take me to da church I need new rebirth
[03:34.738]The way she taught me dat shit really hurt
[03:36.613]Clean of my dirt holy water squirt
[03:38.410]I can see me never ever clear
[03:40.242]I gave a lurch when I saw her first
[03:42.030]Do anything for her cuz she worth
[03:43.849]Life’s too short got no time
[03:45.730]U so gorgeous it’s no lie
[03:47.468]I’ve been thinking at midnight
[03:49.258]Want u be with me whole life
[03:51.013]Do I need a story with all of glory to spend my rest life?
[03:54.709]Think I want more the girl on the floor were u blessed wife yeah