ENFJ-T - 樊宇镈.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 樊宇镈
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 樊宇镈
[00:02.000] 编曲 : 樊宇镈
[00:12.862]I smile before I speak
[00:15.102]Make sure they get the best of me
[00:17.527]I read the room, I play the role
[00:20.430]But no one ever asks what I hold
[00:23.200]I give them light when they feel low
[00:25.734]But I’m not made of stone, you know
[00:28.477]I carry hearts like fragile art
[00:31.042]But I’ve been breaking from the start
[00:34.096]They lean on me like I won’t fall
[00:37.754]But I’ve been cracking through it all
[00:42.156]Invisible, the way it shatters
[00:46.183]When no one sees
[00:47.520]When the lights go low
[00:48.837]When the silence grows
[00:50.529]Do I still matter?
[00:55.224]I’ve got glass shoulders
[00:58.048]Strong enough to hold ya
[01:00.598]But every word, every silence
[01:03.295]Leaves a line inside the surface
[01:07.011]You think I’m fine
[01:08.234]But I’m colder
[01:09.480]And I’m tired of being the holder
[01:12.055]I carry you like I’m made of steel
[01:14.586]But I’m glass — and I feel too real
[01:21.985]I replay what I said today
[01:24.256]Did I go too far, or fade away?
[01:26.637]I give too much, and then retreat
[01:29.422]Afraid of wanting something deep
[01:32.165]They praise the way I lift the weight
[01:34.911]But I just hope I won’t misplace
[01:37.368]Myself in all the helping hands
[01:40.153]That never stay, but still demand
[01:43.231]They see the fire, not the fear
[01:46.585]They never ask what keeps me here
[01:51.113]Invisible, the way it breaks
[01:54.092]When every smile is a fake escape
[02:04.032]I’ve got glass shoulders
[02:06.830]Strong enough to hold ya
[02:09.277]But every word, every silence
[02:12.070]Leaves a line inside the surface
[02:15.659]You think I’m fine
[02:16.706]But I’m colder
[02:17.987]And I’m tired of being the holder
[02:20.617]I carry you like I’m made of steel
[02:23.095]But I’m glass — and I feel too real
[02:45.692]What if I fall while lifting you?
[02:50.905]Would you even have a clue?
[02:55.845]What if the ones who always stay
[03:00.909]Are just the ones who walk away?
[03:08.903]I’ve got glass shoulders
[03:11.867]They shine but they tremble
[03:14.473]I try to hold the world in place
[03:17.046]While pieces shift beneath my face
[03:20.278]You think I’m strong
[03:21.643]But I’m older
[03:22.850]And I’m tired of being the holder
[03:25.522]I carry you like I’m made of steel
[03:27.866]But I’m glass — and that’s why I feel
[03:33.633]I feel too real
[03:38.887]I feel too real...
[03:43.792]I feel too real
[03:48.061]Glass shoulders feel too real