[00:00.00] 作曲 : Mark Laurence Richard Jr[00:17.03]Here to tell you the truth, tell you I'm nervous[00:20.17]Tell you my story, tell you I'm worth it[00:21.96]Tell you my flaws and my faults and my doubts[00:24.05]Give you my heart and what's left of it now[00:26.09]Tell you my hurt, tell you my pain[00:28.03]Tell you the thoughts I keep trapped in my brain[00:30.02]Tell you that nothing's the same[00:31.81]Tell you I'm nothing much more than a man[00:33.56]And tell you, I fear I may never find love[00:35.55]Tell you I'm getting in touch with above[00:37.54]And right now, can't deny that I'm scared[00:39.25]All this music I wrote won't compare or warrant the buzz[00:41.97]Alone in my room, dissecting each line that I rhyme[00:44.64]I don't know how I finished on time[00:46.03]Missed the drop date three times, I know that I let you all down[00:48.72]Well, I was the first in that line, so[00:50.93]Sever my soul from my body[00:52.27]Engulf in the music, then give you something to relate[00:54.06]This is somewhere to go when your heart becomes cold and your friends become fake[00:58.59]As you stand on the edge of the world, you feel like you're destined to break[01:02.57]And your grandma is screaming, "You're worthless"[01:05.12]And calling you names to your face[01:06.51]Mom and I had to move to a place[01:08.11]Second time that I'll rhyme to paint this picture[01:10.37]And I can't deny, I would hide in my room[01:12.78]And would cry from dealing with ya[01:14.82]Pictures so vivid, you yell in the kitchen[01:16.96]I'm taking my boxes, I've made a decision[01:18.80]I'm done with your dissin', your father there fixin'[01:20.99]I tried to be nice, but you just wouldn't listen[01:22.93]I couldn't wait for the day[01:24.67]Just to give you my take on the *****t that you did[01:26.36]Silly old *****, never be like you[01:28.30]Never be so rude, I hope, I wish[01:30.60]Alone and sit, you sit, but this is where we end it[01:33.84]It's crazy to me how the truth is often most offensive, battle tested[01:38.73]Learned my lesson to forgive, but not forget[01:41.36]I spilled my heart, opened my chest[01:43.56]Irrelevant, you are to me, but part to me, honestly[01:47.54]Thought I should address, life often makes this mess[01:50.93]I've come to give you more while everybody gives you less[01:55.94]Yeah, and looking back on it all was a lie[01:59.57]At your friend's house and there's no other guys[02:01.62]Surprise, and look who you're with[02:03.21]I'm not trying to diss, I'm just telling you this[02:05.16]That your feelings may fade, but your memories stick[02:07.25]Hope you're happy with him[02:08.24]I honestly hope you're happy with him[02:11.39]And he does all the things that I would and I tried, but I couldn't[02:13.96]Could keep going on, but I know that I shouldn't[02:15.85]I shouldn't waste any more time[02:17.29]Shouldn't waste any more lines when you're drunk off the wine[02:19.93]Do you find me crossin' your mind?[02:21.92]We knew this would happen with time[02:23.56]But I think that we finally figured it out[02:25.86]That we would just never work out[02:27.41]I tried pickin' you up, you tried pullin' me down[02:29.45]But now life without you is where happy is found[02:31.49]And right now, I'm just focused on music, trust you would lose it[02:34.48]Ripped out my heart, you abusing, you used it[02:36.12]Love's not a label on Facebook[02:37.89]When I gave you everything like, "Girl wait, look"[02:40.09]But you didn't care, I would just stare at my wall[02:42.23]And you gave me no reason at all when you left[02:44.22]Picked myself up when you made me feel less[02:46.26]Much better off and at that, I detest[02:48.25]Well, now let's just put it to rest, I wish you the best[02:51.18]My friends don't respond to my texts[02:52.59]Yes, I've been busy with Kindest Regards[02:54.33]But is it that hard just to call?[02:56.27]I want to hang out, yet you're shutting me out[02:58.41]And you put in no effort at all[03:00.05]Now you got me confused like, "What did I do?"[03:02.04]Used to tell you if I make it, I'll be bringin' all of you[03:03.93]Now my circles are limited, a few and y'all walked out[03:06.71]And left, that left no one to lose, I got nothing to lose[03:09.93]And nothin' to gain by not tellin' the truth[03:12.82]Been barely believing in love[03:14.31]I still really don't even know if I do[03:16.25]But if someone was ever to make me believe[03:18.87]Then that someone is you, I promise it's you[03:21.16]I never took action, you're snap-chatting[03:23.31]Askin' me where all my music is at[03:25.30]We're talkin' right now as I'm writin' this rap[03:27.19]You're someone I wish that I always could have[03:29.13]And to be blatant, girl, your name is—[03:31.57]Still can't say it[03:33.41]Never could say it, scared you would hate it[03:35.40]Wonder what crosses your mind when you play it[03:37.24]I'm patient, I'm waiting for you[03:38.68]Even wrote Rescue about me and you[03:40.67]Maybe, one day we'll be, we'll wait and we'll see[03:42.96]Now I'm chasin' my dream, and I hope you do too[03:44.56]And I'm hopin' to prove, I'm payin' my dues[03:46.79]Dad would get drunk and pass out, I'm like, "What are you doin'?"[03:49.37]Booze and you lose it, he knew it[03:51.31]So he got sober, so proud, I knew you could do it[03:53.60]I'm out at a party, y'all tell me to drink[03:55.35]Here's what I think, I think you look stupid[03:57.54]Sinkin' my soul in the music[03:59.23]I do it for free and just know that I'm woven into it[04:01.17]My fans we turned into fam[04:03.21]I'm here to guide you, give me your hands[04:05.00]Tell me your thoughts, and your dreams, and your plans[04:07.09]They told me I never could be what I am[04:09.13]Now, look where we stand[04:10.53]We stand for everything we said we'd stand for[04:13.61]When they tried to give us less, we said, "Nah, **** that[04:16.45]We demand more," and we stand tall[04:18.49]Dan told me, "Jump on that beat and go tell 'em the truth"[04:21.23]That's what I do, I do this for you[04:23.27]I tell you my story to help you get through[04:25.31]And you see that this life is hard[04:26.85]The darkest nights make the brightest stars[04:28.94]I'm bringing y'all with me, let's raise the bar[04:30.93]I know y'all can feel this, whoever you are[04:32.77]Kindest Regards, Mark