[00:21.41]pull the curtains shut and go back to bed[00:26.16]can't kill the blinding light inside my head[00:32.24]almost wanted to kill myself[00:35.32]but I'd rather stay alive[00:41.15]numb the panic in our bones we go back to school[00:45.74]spent summer sinking to the bottom of swimming pool[00:50.78]you know I've got a thousand places on my mind[00:55.57]but I'd rather be with you[01:02.90]if you don't want to stay[01:07.50]then we can go[01:13.31]I've got two bus tickets and a burning faith[01:19.16]that we'll get out of here somehow[01:22.72]and if I let you down[01:27.49]just let me know[01:33.65]I can leave you alone[01:36.13]I can find my way home[01:38.92]I just hoped you'd stay around[01:44.79]pull the curtains shut and go back to bed[01:49.80]can't hear over the beating drum inside my head[01:55.20]I'm sorry for the phone calls[01:58.24]and backseat dreams[02:00.60]I just[02:01.21]hoped you'd come around[02:04.77]you wore a new shirt and your hair was clean[02:09.52]spent a night outside our heads[02:11.88]tried to sleep at ******* speed[02:15.50]I almost wanted to hold your hand but I[02:20.70]can't stop falling down[02:25.79]all those sleepy daydreams[02:30.82]all those late night cabarets[02:35.42]hold me till it's over[02:37.26]I don't want to go home[02:39.81]I don't want to grow up[02:42.30]I just want to stay awake with you