[00:00.000] 作词 : Big Cad[00:01.000] 作曲 : Big Cad[00:15.071] Before this rap dream my life was simple[00:17.196] Chill with my bad ting finding some edibles[00:19.055] Daydreaming living lavish even bit of average[00:20.915] But I never thought I be so cynical[00:23.039] 已经忘了数多少次拍子[00:24.633] 想抓住机会却被推门外[00:26.758] 已经忘了从哪一天开始[00:28.351] 我求救却发现背后没人在[00:30.742] Maybe it was the show ting[00:32.336] 让我看到游戏是靠人脉的[00:34.196] Maybe it was fame holding back[00:35.790] 毕竟没能比钱让人变更快的[00:37.914] Maybe it was tears[00:39.242] Running down her cheeks 我的情绪全被你猜出[00:41.633] Maybe it was prejudice[00:42.961] Got my heart in the sleeves 却违心地说我不在乎[00:45.086] That got me wonder sometimes[00:48.539] 不用负重去追逐不能触碰的阳光幻想变成天上的飞鸟[00:53.055] It’s a gift and curse what satisfied me’s making me worse[00:55.976] Said I’m good inside I’ve been burnt out 当我和爱的人也相驰背道[00:59.164] 当流言蜚语刺向我就像飞刀[01:01.289] 当我从梦中惊醒没法睡觉[01:03.149] That sh*t got me question God[01:05.806] Like how many traps did u want me to break out?[01:07.398] That’s clearance sale and meal deals[01:09.258] 闭上眼睛我就可以回想起的味道[01:11.117] That’s Nando’s we be like Cench[01:12.976] Drank all the tap water said one day I’ll pay off[01:15.102] 但我也有过错 超市里shoplift我也做过[01:18.289] 朋友却说老佛爷都付过了[01:19.884] 我也只好安慰自己没那么龌龊[01:21.739] 我讨厌装坚强其实我很懦弱[01:23.863] 灵魂看着肉体不断的堕落[01:25.722] 你当然可以笑我我知道我很落魄[01:27.582] 但你可不可以看破不说破 因为[01:29.973] 如果看到我身后的枷锁你不会劝我多看沿途的风景[01:33.958] 在音轨上燃烧着生命哪来的时间抱怨这游戏不公平[01:37.942] I don’t make wishes but if I do I’ll say free my fam from mortgage[01:41.660] Like “see it say it sorted”[01:43.255] It’s the kinda life I couldn’t stand[01:45.113] If I end up selling my soul to corporate[01:47.238] But my ego left me stranded[01:48.832] Over some bullsh*t that I can’t tolerate[01:50.958] Now I can’t beg you for nother chance[01:52.817] True said I don’t deserve for a tomorrow bae[01:54.676] But I still figured out a plan[01:56.535] When you said don’t make love get swallowed by all the hate[01:58.395] Darling why don’t you hold hands[02:00.254] Nothing beats if we jet to a holiday[02:02.114] Skip ur work and let’s go Turk[02:03.972] Champagne shots on hotel balcony[02:05.833] And I don’t mind if u making me hurt[02:08.488] Life’s bout perspectives one day u’ll know what I been through[02:11.144] U that only one I’m so into u that only one that I sing to[02:16.723] Fk love I don't need nobody it's true[02:18.849] But if I do I guess it's gotta be[02:20.973] I guess it's gotta be you[02:24.958] I guess it's gotta be you[02:26.551] I guess it's gotta be you[02:27.082] I don't need nobody it's true[02:28.145] But if I do it's gotta be you