Blanck（Prod by Uranus） - HS.Matt.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : HS.Matt
[00:01.000] 作曲 : URANUS诺斯
[00:21.697]I always have a problem dont know how to start a song
[00:24.703]whenever I tap out my verse the inspirations gone
[00:27.443]I stutter on myself and hardly make a sound
[00:29.950]but life is like the beat it just simply go on
[00:32.945]say wait but it doesnt wait it pass and flow away
[00:35.710]it race and it refuse to give me one more day
[00:38.469]it's like
[00:38.950]I am the one insatiable
[00:40.216]but for me time intouchable
[00:41.943]I was chasing tooth and nail
[00:42.949]but I gain nothing afterall
[00:44.446]hey did that happens to all of you'll
[00:47.210]is there anyone for you to call
[00:50.456]yeah going after the past of myself
[00:52.459]so I dont have to be alone when i go through hell
[00:55.456]yeah you say I've been there sitting and doing nothing
[00:58.459]I could be wasting time dreaming and reminiscing
[01:01.705]I need those time for digest and decomposing
[01:04.446]or it would cost several stitch and a pack of Venlafaxine
[01:15.966]
[01:18.445]I hate to say I am ill
[01:19.701]but I fail to say I'm normal
[01:20.951]yielding to my will
[01:22.453]by which opening a portal
[01:23.967]I date back to the day that I hear the name by a villian
[01:26.945]said by the nurses call him to room nine for conseling
[01:29.706]I've saw him bullying at school and being called a psychopath
[01:32.186]at that moments I suddenly imagined him cry to death
[01:34.939]emotions are on
[01:36.443]the compassion comes memory flushing down
[01:39.194]from then everynight I haunt
[01:40.936]so I restrict myself not to mean to be mean
[01:43.436]because nobody can picture the scene that I have seen
[01:46.428]I thought I can lock up my devils properly in
[01:49.182]but i actually brought things to a more misery end
[01:51.933]and now I am watching my life as a spectator
[01:55.430]I wish I hugged her and dissapointment didn't take her
[01:58.190]I wish he is still there with me and he hate me no longer
[02:01.180]I wish I died a long time ago and I deserve
[02:13.183]
[02:14.684]I remember
[02:15.948]the day I was out of the chamber
[02:17.429]mama was so happy that she helped me finally conquer
[02:20.438]the disease that have been ruin my composure
[02:23.187]about which i state that it will awlays come later
[02:26.183]the first thing corroborated
[02:27.689]for depression cooperated
[02:29.180]we are friends collaborative
[02:30.676]those days are commemorative
[02:32.445]yeah and now I thought she would come as we've agreed
[02:34.687]jump out from the bottom my heart like she didn't leave
[02:37.435]but no there's nobody
[02:38.930]I guess that I may have been
[02:40.437]hurt her sometimes before I feel so sorry honsestly
[02:42.935]I am lost and I cannot distinguish foe from myself
[02:46.178]but indeed we both cause me to dwell
[02:48.928]trust me please I ask faithfully
[02:51.685]help me please I am really in need
[02:54.435]I lied on the wooden floor saying that i m well
[02:57.434]but if there a next time, I'd surely kill myself