[00:00.000] 作词 : 子西/Lil.lu[00:01.000] 作曲 : 子西/Lil.lu[00:05.922]录音:子西[00:08.222]音频编辑:子西[00:10.509]混音:子西[00:12.296]母带:子西[00:14.062]Lil.lu:[00:14.215]悲叹无数次溃败[00:15.984]我们没走出这阴霾[00:17.704]窥探不到的未来[00:19.322]让我陷入焦虑到底应不应该[00:21.246]戴上他们希望的面具[00:22.988]沉默换来带刺的言语[00:24.757]一个人在孤独的夜里[00:26.315]窒息感它让我喘不过气[00:28.659]想跟过去摆手[00:29.792]不想叹气表达我所有[00:31.556]太多思绪正在把我牵动让我有点上头[00:33.908]所以对着麦嘶吼 ye[00:35.639]想跟过去 摆手[00:36.813]Trouble around me ok that's my fault[00:38.544]Trouble around me ok that's my fault[00:40.312]Trouble around me ok that's 因为[00:42.088]每一天有太多事发生[00:43.825]一瞬间我大脑就发懵[00:45.575]你的眼若充满了失落[00:47.335]我就会莫名其妙发疯[00:49.267]为何我做不到完美[00:51.064]扛起担子真的很累[00:52.803]对待爱我不想有愧[00:54.535]叹气表达是我的罪过[01:09.718]子西:[01:10.146]每天晚上唉声叹气[01:11.826]假装自己笑容灿烂[01:13.479]再盼到哪天迷雾散去[01:15.333]生死一起都你说了算[01:16.863]我 走过的漫山遍野[01:18.846]失去了最重要的人参与[01:20.570]火 它会向纸张宣泄[01:22.354]一脸不甘的再回到班里[01:24.510]我想飞上天[01:25.871]可恶这躯体束缚我[01:27.607]看到曾经我付出过[01:29.123]就可以证明我生命活着[01:31.555]响了手机铃[01:35.054]再也不清醒[01:38.117]看啊 我渴望地看[01:39.441]但怕我难过 不回头看[01:41.189]那夜的月色渡过了彼岸[01:42.934]映出的倒影却也是虚幻[01:44.717]该去睡了(晚安)[01:46.179]浮现出的画面[01:47.491]那些大片的雪花不断蒙住双眼[01:49.955]在朦胧中融入光点 u know[02:06.654]我在悲伤时勒索[02:08.285]在叹气时遗忘[02:10.218]在明灭中矢志不渝[02:13.405]在灰暗里表达自我