By Myself (Intro Version 2003) - Fleyn Soldier/Linkin Park.mp3

[00:38.616]How do you think I've lost so much
[00:43.177]I'm so afraid, and I'm out of touch
[00:47.319]How do you expect I will know what to do
[00:51.773]When all I know is what you tell me to
[00:56.597]Know!
[00:59.117]Go!
[01:01.357]Try!
[01:03.767]Why!
[01:04.906]What do I do to ignore them behind me?
[01:07.259]Do I follow my instincts blindly?
[01:09.576]Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
[01:12.123]And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
[01:14.490]Do I sit here and try to stand it?
[01:16.583]Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
[01:18.825]Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
[01:21.299]Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
[01:23.519]Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
[01:25.919]I make the right moves, but I'm lost within
[01:28.045]I put on my daily façade, but then
[01:30.937]I just end up gettin' hurt again
[01:32.816]By myself
[01:33.616]Myself!
[01:34.687]And I ask why
[01:35.469]But in my mind I find
[01:36.798]I can't rely on myself
[01:37.865]Myself!
[01:39.193]And I ask why
[01:40.258]But in my mind I find
[01:41.783]I can't rely on myself
[01:43.123]I can't hold on
[01:45.516]To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
[01:47.379]It's all too much to take in
[01:52.436]I can't hold on
[01:54.294]To anything, watchin' everything spin
[01:56.697]With thoughts of failure sinking in
[02:02.566]If I turn my back, I'm defenseless
[02:04.167]And to go blindly seems senseless
[02:06.560]If I hide my pride and let it all go on
[02:08.962]Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone
[02:11.364]If I let them go, I'll be outdone
[02:13.506]But if I try to catch 'em, I'll be outrun
[02:15.898]If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
[02:18.031]Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
[02:20.169]By myself
[02:21.236]Myself!
[02:22.303]And I ask why
[02:23.359]But in my mind I find
[02:24.161]I can't rely on myself
[02:25.759]Myself!
[02:26.822]And I ask why
[02:27.874]But in my mind I find
[02:29.201]I can't rely on myself
[02:30.276]I can't hold on
[02:33.208]To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
[02:35.614]It's all too much to take in
[02:40.115]I can't hold on
[02:42.252]To anything, watchin' everything spin
[02:44.377]With thoughts of failure sinking in
[02:49.227]How do you think
[02:51.353]I've lost so much
[02:53.485]I'm so afraid
[02:55.352]I'm out of touch
[02:58.554]How do you expect
[03:00.669]I will know what to do
[03:03.071]When all I know
[03:05.456]Is what you tell me to
[03:07.055]Don't you
[03:08.383]Know!?
[03:09.181]I can't tell you how to make it
[03:10.509]Go!
[03:11.309]No matter what I do, how hard I
[03:12.892]Try!
[03:13.693]I can't seem to convince myself
[03:15.039]Why!
[03:16.109]I'm stuck on the outside
[03:16.910]Don't you
[03:17.712]Know?!
[03:18.232]I can't tell you how to make it
[03:19.563]Go!
[03:20.636]No matter what I do, how hard I
[03:21.951]Try!
[03:22.777]I can't seem to convince myself
[03:24.632]Why!
[03:25.153]I'm stuck on the outside
[03:26.454]I can't hold on
[03:30.995]It's all too much to take in
[03:36.059]I can't hold on
[03:38.165]To anything, watchin' everything spin
[03:40.685]With thoughts of failure sinking in
[03:45.460]I can't hold on
[03:47.320]To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
[03:49.969]It's all too much to take in
[03:54.569]I can't hold on
[03:56.860]To anything, watchin' everything spin
[03:59.432]With thoughts of failure sinking