[00:00.000] 作词 : Khary Durgans/Shankar Ravindran/Michael Irish/Dan Joshua Edinberg[00:01.000] 作曲 : Khary Durgans/Shankar Ravindran/Michael Irish/Dan Joshua Edinberg[00:08.977]I don't know a place right now that I belong[00:13.785]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[00:18.571]I don't know a place right now that I belong[00:23.609]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[00:28.662]I don't know a place right now that I belong[00:33.984]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[00:39.041]I don't know a place right now that I belong[00:44.090]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[00:50.732]As my adversaries become dead and buried I'm alone[00:54.714]I'm preparing the obituary but it's bitter sweet that they're gone[00:59.511]At the moment I got too much time for over analyzing all my flaws[01:04.563]Stress eating all this Ben & Jerry's, Obey Shepard Fairey need a cause[01:09.877]I just wanna roll, I just wanna go[01:14.659]I pack my bags but jet lag keeps me slow[01:20.234]I don't know what I should keep and let go[01:25.551]I don't know who I am down to my soul[01:30.344]I don't know a place right now that I belong[01:35.385]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[01:40.440]I don't know a place right now that I belong[01:45.221]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[01:50.289]I don't know a place right now that I belong[01:55.368]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[02:00.413]I don't know a place right now that I belong[02:05.760]I don't know a place right now that feels like home[02:12.385]Shit ain't been the same since 2012[02:15.313]I felt that hell, hot summer as I had to sleep on Jeysson's floor[02:19.591]All my belongings in a bag, know what I hated more?[02:21.733]My family evicted, couldn't go back college cuz I owed some tuition[02:25.968]For taking that leave of absence the prior semester[02:27.826]Father swore that I was flunking out[02:29.951]When he refused to send me the money on the phone I started buggin out[02:33.139]Then we ain't talk for like two years till my sister's graduation[02:36.071]My friends lacked empathy for my dire situation[02:38.721]Not a man but had to man up[02:40.054]Found a loft apartment in Brooklyn[02:41.638]A small room couldn't stand up[02:43.229]Had a girlfriend that loved me for who I was[02:45.896]Little did she know he was tryna find who he is[02:48.558]If I could take it back I don't know if I'd do it different[02:50.943]But she punched me in the stomach, broke up with her ate the tears[02:53.332]This might be the first time I've detailed the worst times[02:56.785]Now I feel old as **** can't get back the years[02:59.174]I'm crying as I write these words[03:00.796]Black pearl tryna fight this curse[03:02.663]It gets harder tryna right these songs[03:04.563]When I can't even name a thing that really f!cking care about[03:06.945]Used to think home was the place you call your parents house[03:10.135]I was f!cking wrong[03:11.994]And I know that line gone trigger my mother[03:13.586]But if home is where heart is[03:15.174]And I'm supposed to be her smart kid[03:16.500]Why do I keep looking in these places I get carded?[03:18.889]Liquor makes me a bad friend[03:20.762]Drinking feels like giving up the admin on my whole life[03:24.197]I'm not feeling fine anymore[03:26.629]My family isn't mine anymore[03:28.483]Rhode Island isn't mine anymore[03:30.354]New York isn't mine anymore[03:32.210]Big apple and I'm dying at the core[03:35.678]F!ck