[00:00.000] 作词 : Mark Kozelek[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mark Kozelek[00:37.920]So much that I can't say to you[00:43.690]My voice shakes from the hurt that I hide[00:56.320]Ashamed of my existence[01:01.850]And of my petty often wounded pride[01:12.969]I'd like to come home to see you[01:19.510]And to catch your sickness by the bedside[01:31.489]But then you'd know how much I really need you[01:47.030]All the love in an instant makes my life stop[02:04.540]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop[02:22.830]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop[02:40.500]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop[03:02.620]If only I were blind to your selfish fling[03:10.860]And your desperate cause[03:19.889]And didn't press you for the details[03:26.150]That threaten my physical flaws[03:37.030]I'd like to come home to see you[03:43.530]And embrace your illness under soft light[03:55.440]But then you'd know how much I really need you[04:11.379]All the love in an instant makes my life stop[04:28.829]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop[04:46.480]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop[05:04.819]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop[05:57.759]So much that I can say to you[06:04.170]With affection that I burn inside[06:16.300]You're aching from the distance[06:21.670]Avoiding strain that's running still alive[06:33.959]If only I could heal you in the sprinkling of the ocean side[06:50.629]But then you'd know how much I really love you[07:06.629]All the love in an instant makes my life stop[07:23.740]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop[07:41.720]And all the love in an instant makes my life stop[07:59.529]But then my hate for you makes my feelings altogether drop