[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles/Joel Serrano[00:00.922] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles/Joel Serrano[00:01.845]Maybe I gotta lose[00:05.058]To know when I get right[00:08.855]What if I gotta choose[00:12.158]Could there be more[00:15.210]If all goes away[00:19.047]Hand me your love[00:22.492]I can't recall before[00:25.917]Did it go to far[00:27.273]Yeah[00:27.955]I made a couple bad bets[00:29.524]Life had unfortunate events[00:31.357]Things I never got past yet[00:33.036]Have me in a state of regret[00:34.690]Look we said, we'd make it thru[00:36.555]I didn't leave so why did you?[00:38.126]I got deserted, didn't deserve it, well[00:40.026]What am I suppose to do?[00:41.591]When you got no one around you[00:43.104]And constantly feeling so alone[00:44.966]Toxic people I'm still bound to[00:46.450]They may be gone, but they felt like home[00:48.371]Why I feel I'm not allowed to[00:50.013]Vent how I feel and let feelings show[00:51.837]I guess I'm just to proud to[00:53.428]Suppressing so much until it blows[00:55.316]As a man I'm made to provide[00:57.006]And push all of my feelings aside[00:58.273]Nobody knows what I'm feeling inside[00:59.927]I ruminate every day in my mind[01:01.615]I'm feeling the pressure[01:02.793]Yeah, a moment for me is hard to fine[01:05.025]Tryna hold it together[01:06.013]Cuz, I can not let my spirit die[01:08.553]If you wanna make god laugh[01:10.210]Just tell him all of your plans[01:12.037]That's just the way life goes[01:13.833]Everything isn't your hands[01:15.394]I guess its better to know[01:17.104]Before walking your path[01:18.764]Been letting go of control[01:20.556]Cuz lately I been learning that[01:22.545]I've been learning[01:24.452]Maybe I gotta lose[01:27.259]To know when I get right[01:31.104]What if I gotta chose[01:34.519]Could there be more[01:37.443]If all goes away[01:41.046]Hand me your love[01:44.752]I can't recall before[01:48.197]Did it go to far[01:49.148]Yeah. so many plans they ain't pan out[01:51.178]That's hard truth for me to digest[01:52.944]Not the type to stick my hands out[01:54.691]Keep my grievances deep in my chest[01:56.377]Bottle up so many broken thoughts[01:58.213]Hat I'm so exhausted I can't sleep[01:59.974]Soul falling like dead leaves[02:01.464]Tears running deeper than the red sea[02:03.376]Some things I can't reconcile[02:05.056]While some regrets still break me down[02:06.818]Part of me is still in denial[02:08.521]From things that happened to me as a child[02:10.392]But I must move on[02:11.563]Can't let the past make me do wrong[02:13.407]Gotta be gentle when loves in my palms[02:14.999]Give even more when I'm torn and withdrawn yeh[02:17.829]And it's up to you to rewrite the narratives of your pain[02:20.587]Find purpose in all your sorrow[02:22.095]Don't be startled or hide afraid[02:24.024]Turn the page don't turn back[02:25.521]Always forward motion at all costs[02:27.359]Bridges burn that were once crossed[02:29.238]But we live and learn grow from our loss[02:30.922]Made a promise in my dying heart[02:32.485]That I'll breathe life in the words I speak[02:34.219]Don't be haunted by yesterday[02:35.924]Gotta change the way in which you perceive[02:38.247]I'm thankful for the turmoil and the sunlight[02:41.097]Gotta go through the dirt and soil[02:42.693]If you wanna blossom through the cold nights[02:44.503]I've been learning[02:46.622]Maybe I gotta lose[02:49.621]To know when I get right[02:53.148]What if I gotta choose[02:56.790]Could there be more[02:59.907]If all goes away[03:03.571]Hand me your love[03:07.037]I can't recall before[03:10.487]Did it go to far