[00:00.00] 作词 : Zun / Team Shanghai Alice[00:01.00] 作曲 : Zun / Team Shanghai Alice[00:32.00]微かな記憶 残る 幸せなんて[00:41.21]今映った自分にも 嘘をついてる[00:50.82]全ての微笑みは ただの偽物[01:00.35]孤独憧れるが どうして辛いの?[01:09.88][01:10.03]Happiness isn’t meant to be nostalgic[01:14.77]And longing for a purpose should bring meaning not feel tragic[01:19.04]Every helping hand reaching out is growing colder[01:23.70]This hell is one I made myself and mine alone to shoulder[01:28.65][01:28.68]静寂頭の中で響いて 永遠に[01:37.46]My heart and soul少しずつ衰えていってる[01:47.12]希望と夢両方壊れる 止まりたい、だけどどうやって?[01:57.51]僕はどのくらい続くのかな[02:07.44][02:26.80]In a flash my senses crash[02:28.92]My mind’s connecting dots from present to past[02:30.95]As a storm it begins to form[02:33.44]The reason I've grazed those pearly gates before[02:35.66][02:35.80]No shape no cure[02:38.83]How much anguish can one endure?[02:41.13]So what the **** am I supposed to do[02:43.11]When the one day comes where I can't pull through?[02:45.87][02:57.59]Faced with a choice do I run away and hide[03:02.21]or should I give into desire gut myself and rip out what’s inside?[03:08.76][03:09.00]回り回る消えていく 望みを[03:17.91]眠れない夜の思いが苦しめる[03:27.44]生きる意味を探しが、何もない見つけられない[03:38.31]幸福の権利は望めないのか?[03:48.08][04:07.22]逃げらないんだ 逃げらないんだ[04:12.62]My mind is my greatest enemy[04:17.60]生きたいよ 死にたくないよ[04:22.03]深淵が僕を呼んでる[04:30.84][04:52.51]Even in my darkest hour[04:56.63]I won’t let it overpower me