TONYA - BROCKHAMPTON.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Ciarán McDonald/Romil Hemnani/Russell Boring/Jabari Manwarring/William Wood
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Ciarán McDonald/Romil Hemnani/Russell Boring/Jabari Manwarring/William Wood
[00:35.92]Mother, I am sorry, I never pick up
[00:44.00]Mmm-mhm
[00:45.90]Because I'm afraid to disappoint
[00:52.10]Ooh, oh, no
[00:56.10]Oh, no
[01:00.05]And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[01:06.77]And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[01:11.40]We were sat outside on the hardwood floor
[01:14.79]With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe
[01:17.82]I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls
[01:20.70]And I see the names circling our thoughts
[01:23.63]And I think about if we lose it all
[01:26.49]And I turn to **** that you never want
[01:29.50]Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all
[01:32.67]And I'll say again, sorry I don't call
[01:35.70]There's no money on my mind, but my money or my mind
[01:38.59]What's the first to fall?
[01:40.71]I never wanted this ****
[01:45.20]Yeah
[01:48.06]And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[01:54.32]And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[01:59.41]Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts
[02:02.70]Like when Auntie couldn't decide
[02:04.20]Between going to work or church
[02:05.60]I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt
[02:08.58]I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt
[02:11.59]I said, I'll try vacation, and I'll try to run away
[02:14.65]I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day
[02:17.59]For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate
[02:20.51]I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?
[02:24.14]My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya
[02:27.11]A big eyed monster, only face to conquer
[02:30.18]I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'
[02:33.26]Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuckin'
[02:35.90]And maybe it means nothing
[02:37.10]But I have to say I think about you often
[02:41.34]And if you want no part with me
[02:43.25]I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you
[02:47.66]And maybe it means nothing
[02:49.09]But I have to say I think about you often
[02:53.25]And if you want no part with me
[02:55.21]I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you
[02:58.71]I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been
[03:01.71]Too many times without my sister and my brother
[03:04.04]Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit
[03:06.44]I always hear it, I know they feel it
[03:10.48]My mom will always have these dreams that keep her up at night
[03:14.14]I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time
[03:16.93]I'm void of feelin'
[03:18.29]The reasons I'm so out of touch, now start revealin'
[03:21.96]But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am
[03:26.51]Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect
[03:28.98]But I guess that's just the **** I'm into
[03:30.82]I fantasize about a time when everything was simple
[03:33.88]My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to
[03:36.79]The way it stands to me
[03:38.25]A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family
[03:41.22]What's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine?
[03:44.58]What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine
[03:47.49]So sour, in this light of lime
[03:50.60]Daddy said "study or get that cash"
[03:53.72]Mommy said "your career ain't gon' last"
[03:56.48]Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad
[03:59.50]I just want a chance to move past my past
[04:02.46]Don't think too fast, private jets still crash
[04:05.64]And I'll still fly coach, and I'll still hit a roach
[04:08.52]And I'll still see roaches at the crib where my folks at
[04:11.81]Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man
[04:14.67](Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it!)
[04:17.90]I will (I will)
[04:20.50]And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[04:25.51]How I, how I
[04:29.09]Can I tell you how, Can I tell you now
[04:39.93]How I, how I