[00:00.000] 作词 : Xeuphoria[00:00.591] 作曲 : Xeuphoria[00:01.183]I try to make myself[00:05.683]look happy on the surface[00:10.185]but on the inside[00:13.180]so nervous and so wordless[00:19.184][00:19.442]Trying to love reality[00:23.431]trying to love this tranquility[00:28.679]As I feel I'm going forward[00:33.191]As I get to another corner[00:37.178][00:37.937]"Never give up" is an empty phrase[00:42.188]And my thoughts stay in this haze[00:46.945]and I hope these feelings are a phase...[00:52.677][00:56.830]Where do I go? Where do I stand?[01:00.835]I just can't seem to understand[01:05.342]I'm so bored of trying to expand[01:10.091]I'm sitting here with an empty hand[01:14.081][01:19.338]But I guess these nerves are a part of me[01:23.341]Maybe that's why I don't feel free[01:28.084]tied to this feeling of anxiety[01:32.847]Pulled down by gravity[01:36.844][01:38.021]And these nerves have got the best of me[01:41.775]this future is something I guarantee[01:46.535]It's something I need to resolve[01:51.035]If I want to evolve[01:55.278][01:56.286]Acting like everything's okay[02:00.037]putting on this positive display[02:04.780]in front of everyone I know[02:08.793]but when i'm alone the feelings overflow[02:13.786][02:14.283]Why do I feel this way?[02:18.275]By myself I start to decay[02:23.022]Maybe I just wanted you to stay[02:27.277]and I wanted you to say[02:31.786][02:32.530]It's alright not to be feeling fine[02:37.522]You can't feel that way all the time[02:41.727]What's important is that when you feel good[02:45.982]You can pause and feel more secure[02:50.474][02:50.972]And maybe when you feel assured[02:54.974]You can be in the moment and you wont feel so unsure[02:59.489]Notice these feelings you're trying to endure[03:04.733]Maybe it's the future you're fighting for.[03:10.234][03:14.240]So I guess these nerves are a part of me[03:18.228]Maybe that's why I don't feel free[03:22.482]tied to this anxiety[03:27.243]and pulled down by gravity[03:30.478][03:31.476]And these nerves don't have all of me[03:36.225]Because there's someone that I'm trying to be[03:40.480]These nerves don't have all of me[03:44.992]Because there's someone that I'm trying to be[03:48.975]Trying to be...