[00:00.000] 作词 : 樊宇镈[00:01.000] 作曲 : 樊宇镈[00:02.000] 编曲 : 樊宇镈[00:12.117]I laugh too loud in quiet rooms[00:14.855]Get silent when I care too soon[00:18.144]I plan a lifetime in my head[00:20.838]After a smile that barely meant a thing to you[00:24.159]They say “you’re so full of light”[00:26.986]But I’ve been burning out at night[00:30.022]Trying to be enough[00:32.026]For people who were just passing by[00:36.493]I’m always dreaming bigger[00:39.261]But my heart breaks small[00:42.283]From things no one remembers[00:45.301]But I still recall[00:48.627]I’m too much and not enough[00:51.323]Too loud when I should hush[00:54.433]Too soft to hide the hurt[00:57.283]But too proud to say it first[01:00.412]I give and then retreat[01:03.531]Want closeness, then I leave[01:06.405]I just want to be someone[01:09.392]That someone doesn’t run from[01:17.975]I write love letters in my head[01:20.750]To people I barely know[01:23.729]I see the world in color[01:26.082]But they keep handing me grayscale tones[01:29.574]They ask me why I care so much[01:32.625]I ask them how they don’t[01:35.799]I’m not trying to be dramatic[01:39.386]I just… feel things in full[01:42.317]I’ll light you up like summer[01:45.244]Then leave like sudden rain[01:48.317]I don’t mean to disappear[01:50.901]I just overthink the pain[01:54.114]I’m too much and not enough[01:57.468]Too warm but not enough touch[02:00.406]I want to be your home[02:03.182]But I always pack up[02:06.151]I say I’m fine again[02:09.169]Then write it down at 3AM[02:12.277]I just want to be someone[02:15.257]That someone doesn’t run from[02:30.094]I want to be seen[02:32.814]Like really seen[02:35.615]Not “you’re fun”[02:39.130]But “I know who you are when you’re not performing”[02:44.347]I’m too much and not enough[02:48.318]Too open to act tough[02:51.173]But if you stay[02:53.163]You’d see[02:54.639]There’s more to me[02:55.892]Than chaos and dreams[03:00.236]I just want to be someone[03:05.282]That someone[03:06.615]Holds and doesn’t leave[03:14.093]You don’t have to fix me.[03:18.746]Just see me.