[00:00.588]I'm sorry that I showed up late[00:03.122]Ain't been keepin' track of time[00:05.604]I got so much on my plate[00:07.981]Trying not to lose my mind[00:10.619]Sorry if I said some shit that I mean (Yeah)[00:19.031]I'm just tryna get back to the friend that I used to be[00:24.830][00:29.976]I'm sorry I don't let you in[00:32.484]It's a little dark inside[00:34.965]What would happen if you saw[00:37.342]Everything behind these eyes?[00:39.746]I've seen some things, I swear to God[00:42.358]I wish that I couldn't see (Yeah)[00:48.497]I'm just tryna get back to the lover I used to be[00:54.191][00:58.920]'Cause I'm throwin' punches at demons I can't even see[01:08.716]And I'm puttin' trust into things, that I don't believe[01:18.093]And sometimes when I look in the mirror, it ain't even me[01:27.785]I'm just tryna get back to the person I used to be[01:33.689][01:38.547]I'm sorry that I woke you up[01:41.107]Know I shouldn't do these drugs[01:43.615]Only you could understand[01:46.018]Just how hard I am to love[01:48.369]I know that you can still see the happy child in me[01:57.068]I'm just tryna get back to the son that I used to be[02:02.893][02:07.439]'Cause I'm throwin' punches at demons I can't even see[02:17.287]And I'm puttin' trust into things, that I don't believe[02:26.639]And sometimes when I look in the mirror, it ain't even me[02:36.330]I'm just tryna get back to the person I used to be[02:45.891]Yeah, I'm just tryna get back to the person I used to be