[00:00.000] 作词 : SapphireVV[00:01.000] 作曲 : SapphireVV[00:02.000] 编曲 : Roydaboy[00:07.228]我想我更适合蓬头垢面[00:15.291]圣母般的微笑面对所有危险[00:16.903]黑色的卫衣凌乱的头发[00:18.776]是我远离人群唯一的筹码[00:20.404]出现在各种getto 在深夜[00:22.791]全都是酒鬼缺了一半的残月[00:24.403]梦想在黑暗里折叠 吞下感冒药的时候是那么决绝[00:27.139]灰色的照片引燃我的泪腺到达崩溃的极点[00:30.605]进入死亡的备选[00:32.224]手起刀落全是血液在蔓延[00:34.088]U keep talking shit poppin shit[00:36.532]I dont give a shit **** all bullshit[00:38.149]never mind I gon find another one never mind[00:40.829]我的口袋里装满了Sands[00:42.424]i do my rap got nothing in my bag[00:44.318]nothing to lose 所以我不会歇菜[00:45.913]dimond ring mean nothing to me[00:47.548]i just wanna do my thing[00:49.164]never give up im more than human being[00:51.060]kill haters like Rambowhen i get it shall say bravo[00:54.060]this is my game i dont need dat halo[00:56.245]2001 I was born with cryin[00:57.889]u hold me like an angel[00:58.954]ur voice like a river[00:59.764]then I lead a happy life under ur cover[01:01.356]看着给我带来快乐的mommy[01:03.004]一起等着深夜还未回家的daddy[01:04.620]Im never a good son只会让大家担心[01:06.243]BAT bat B A T bat[01:08.111]I dont understand why people like that uh[01:09.970]我不能控制我的思绪任由魔鬼撕裂[01:12.115]我无法改变我的生活只能被动受虐[01:14.234]im done with the bad thoughts[01:15.604]but i dont even know myself[01:16.953]im begging for one more time[01:18.283]plz feel me for one ****in time[01:19.885]我不想给大家带来太多麻烦[01:22.012]所以我选择不辞而别当作最后的礼物[01:23.885]希望你们可以过目[01:25.218]一个思想奴隶的痛诉[01:26.284]每天都在提心吊胆保护着自己的热爱[01:31.676]用尼古丁刺激痛感提防着下一秒意外[01:34.884]提高自己适应变化的能力[01:36.500]不再因为外界而麻痹[01:38.403]我们都是苦痛的苗裔[01:40.033]其实我们都很普通别介意自己变得平庸[01:43.524]不自量力从不是夜晚做的美梦[01:45.652]说唱是我输出思想的媒介[01:47.248]不是为了耍酷卸下虚伪的装束[01:49.947]对于半途而废始终保持不屑[01:52.083]星星月亮还有太阳[01:53.963]是我永远揣在怀里的倔强[01:56.100]守护好浪漫别让生活改变你最初的模样[01:59.033]沉默的大多数在点烟的Mr.树[02:01.700]投降好像是大家默认的出头路[02:03.836]I dont think so 别让昨天充满遗憾再去追溯[02:07.043]把所有诗和远方都当作我的强大密码[02:10.548]我有更伟大的前途而不是整天活在drama[02:13.759]我坚强的后盾一直是我兄弟还有妈妈[02:17.210]在我没有成功之前最好还是少听点废话