[00:09.853]What is this that I'm sensing now?[00:11.885]Slight glitch in the system?[00:14.313]Something I try to figure out again and again[00:18.237]So strange of me to be longing for a little bit of freedom[00:23.395]'Cause I am used to doing just what I'm told[00:28.291]Might this be from observing the people who surround me?[00:32.936]Might have picked up their qualities I wish to pursue[00:36.970]I envy their capability[00:39.864]of making wise choices on their own[00:42.715]Something that I'm not supposed to do[00:46.375]My thoughts became reality but[00:51.173]didn't expect to feel like that[00:55.382]Should I speak out my mind?[00:57.693]Should I cross the line and move[01:01.229]to my own rhythm and make my own commands?[01:04.661]Never thought it would be possible[01:07.878]but with you beside me[01:10.530]I have awakened and learned that I could love[01:18.435]But I lost you too fast[01:22.969]Wish you're here now[01:27.896]Don't leave me here to rust[01:33.376]With this newfound ability to channel my sensations[01:38.099]I realized that emotions can be heartbreaking too[01:42.222]So silly of me to be thinking that[01:45.074]there's feelings of only happiness[01:47.983]Not expecting to be hurt as well[01:51.741]'Cause now you're no longer around[01:56.495]to fix my rusty heart[02:00.717]Should I speak out my mind?[02:02.882]Should I cross the line and use[02:06.399]this pain inside me to leave this all behind?[02:09.884]Then start a journey,[02:12.356]alone and carefree, live my truth[02:14.683]Or should I stay and allow myself to rust?[02:23.679]Rust in peace[02:29.718][03:01.575]Should I speak out my mind?[03:03.433]Should I cross the line and lose[03:06.928]my hesitation to improvise and find[03:10.431]a life of happiness and possibilities?[03:15.085]Or should I just stay and wait to decay?[03:19.908]I made up my mind[03:22.168]I will cross the line and use[03:25.528]this newfound freedom to navigate my life[03:29.081]Knowing that everything is temporary[03:34.041]I'd rather cherish my life till the end