[00:00.00] 作词 : Gerald Gillum/Christoph Andersson/Remo Green/Kehlani[00:01.00] 作曲 : Gerald Gillum/Christoph Andersson/Remo Green/Kehlani[00:10.40]Even if I don't stay[00:15.62]Everything will be okay[00:21.25]Everything will be okay uuu huuu[00:26.59]Everything will be okay okay okay[00:31.92]Contemplating just who I could've turned out to be[00:34.30]If I'd stayed and weren't heard what would amount to me[00:36.85]If I had looked and ain't found would I have founded me[00:39.48]I mean inside would they loved me never looked down on me[00:42.11]They say you know if you loved her[00:43.58]Well then you would have stayed[00:44.78]You could have made a perfect pair that people wouldn't trade[00:47.54]Trade for nothing I did though I had to chase it[00:50.04]Face it I wasn't born to live a life basic[00:52.72]They say you turned your back on us[00:54.25]Just to go and be an artist[00:55.57]What's a promise anyway when someone breaks it[00:57.96]I bet he finally gets a shot and then he wastes it[01:00.67]I bet he don't come back for us when he makes it[01:03.18]And if he do it be too late you gotta face it[01:05.96]'Cause by then there's someone new you've been replaced with[01:08.68]Old friends I grew up with the girl[01:10.47]I fell in love with[01:11.54]Love or hate me depending on how you judge it[01:13.72]Even if I don't stay[01:18.90]Everything will be okay[01:24.54]Everything will be okay[01:27.50]I promise it'll be okay[01:30.03]Everything will be okay[01:32.03]Okay okay[01:34.41]Ah I had to wander[01:35.77]I had to go tread my own path[01:37.65]If you don't step through no mud well[01:39.21]Then it won't last[01:40.26]The years pass it's crazy how they go fast[01:42.65]Ask myself questions you have but you won't ask[01:45.51]Like you don't even come home enough[01:47.49]Where were you when she was in the hospital huh[01:49.71]It was only us and that's deep and yeah[01:51.82]I know it cuts[01:52.64]But if it gets you then you're weak[01:54.11]Because we were here and it ain't broken us[01:56.11]Still as close and stayed by her side when no one was[01:58.69]Like when she lost her job and everything how broke we was[02:01.35]When she was sick and she needed some taking care of[02:03.57]A fifteen year old shouldered the weight[02:05.13]And when he was scared of[02:06.46]The worst I know that you stayed strong[02:08.43]Don't say this enough[02:09.46]But you made me just as proud as you made mom[02:11.67]Yeah you got some anger but I don't blame you at all[02:13.88]I know I don't call[02:17.07]Even if I don't stay[02:22.31]Everything will be okay will be okay[02:27.82]Everything will be okay[02:30.46]I promise it'll be okay[02:33.09]Everything will be okay[02:35.31]Okay okay[02:37.73]In that first grade class they came and got me[02:40.30]Your mom's outside say goodbye now to everybody[02:42.72]U-Haul was waiting with all of her things[02:44.50]At least what she could pack[02:45.77]In the time my dad's at work and before he came back[02:48.22]Way too young to comprehend what was happening[02:50.46]Are we going to grandma's when are we coming back again[02:53.27]Little did I know that we were leaving him by himself[02:56.01]And ten years would pass before mom sees anybody else[02:58.71]Just us in middle school I ain't understand[03:01.34]Who Melissa was and why she wasn't another man[03:03.90]Biased and confused they try to explain but nobody can[03:06.60]Wanted what I thought was normal she had another plan[03:09.28]Such is life even if it took time for me[03:11.59]To accept it[03:12.31]No longer dad now but a woman with whom she slept with[03:15.15]Or for the years when a secret was how she kept it[03:17.84]I ain't get it admittedly I was skeptic[03:19.98]I came around happiness I see's what you may have found[03:22.95]And that's what's most important[03:23.95]I don't wanna see you breaking down[03:25.59]I wanna see you smile[03:26.60]I don't wanna see you make a frown[03:28.14]If she loves you then that's all anybody needs maybe now[03:30.97]By five things had gotten worse[03:32.95]Moved to the basement deep depressions a rotten curse[03:35.52]Hiding in a dark space her mind and her body hurts[03:38.11]Becoming more reclusive and the pills should have been alerts[03:40.67]So the worse it got I became more and more afraid[03:43.43]Until one night I went into that room[03:45.02]On the floor she laid[03:45.89]I sher she was blue her skin was cold she wasn't breathing[03:48.73]Screamed Melissa wake up couldn't fathom that she was leaving[03:51.32]Mom and bro was running down I screamed somebody help[03:53.90]Try pumping her chest C P R but it didn't help[03:56.57]Toughest pill to swallow but we lost that's forced reflection[03:59.33]While in her life you made her happy[04:00.87]Thank you for the blessing[04:03.07]Aaaa aaaa[04:08.41]Aaaaaa[04:13.67]Aaaaaa[04:23.68]Even if I don't stay[04:28.86]Everything will be okay[04:32.08]It'll be it'll be okay[04:34.45]Everything will be okay[04:37.18]I promise it'll be okay[04:39.75]Everything will be okay[04:41.92]Okay okay