[00:19.50]Lord, forgive me 'cause the way I'm living[00:22.95]They say what goes around comes around[00:27.15]I'm gonna get what's coming to me[00:30.00]Guess I'll be strapped up till they lay me down[00:34.11]And I done did too much to say[00:37.14]I never go to church and barely pray[00:40.83]Lately I've been going through some things[00:42.87]Hail, what the ************* I'm supposed to say?[00:48.24]'Cause I just had two baby boys[00:51.39]I'm always calling mama's other name[00:55.26]When I get caught in my emotions[00:58.59]Lord, I swear I'm tryna make a change[01:02.04]They wrote my brother Toon in the mud[01:05.79]But I'm always texting with these hoes[01:09.33]Feel bad whenever he caught my phone[01:12.72]He had quartermine, he ain't even show[01:16.26]And my little brother looking up to me[01:20.01]Lord, I swear I ain't no role model[01:24.48]My uncle a ******* alcoholic[01:26.85]Can't even eat unless he got a bottle[01:30.66]I been stressing about that money lately[01:34.17]Got me 'bout to rob a ******* bank[01:37.74]And my mama ************* with *************es now[01:41.07]I could judge her but I really can't[01:43.38]'Cause the way I'm living ain't no better[01:48.24]I said the way I'm living ain't no better[01:52.02]I just got MD for what's his name[01:55.29]So now I'm riding strapped with my Beretta[02:30.36]Laying in my bed, can't get sleep[02:32.55]Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling[02:38.67]'spit if from the heart, I know they gonna feel it[02:40.95]I was born real so cowards gonna feel me[02:42.96]Watching my back 'cause I know they wanna kill me[02:45.15]Don't go nowhere without my semi[02:47.07]Daddy was a killer so the blue line in me[02:49.20]Heart of a lion even though a ************* skinny[02:51.39]Come to my hood and you gonna see plenty[02:53.67]Pat my *************t is what the hood kept missing[02:56.31]*************s on **** walk around all timid[02:58.05]**** dealer pass through the hood in a Bentley[02:59.82]Never gave back to the hood where I'm from[03:01.68]So the *************s from the block where I'm from gonna get it[03:03.84]*************s get money and they act like *************es[03:06.42]*************s get money and they act like *************es[03:08.10]Till they head get bust and they ass need stitches[03:10.41]Blinded by the greed so you better pay attention[03:12.42]Money don't make you real, my *************[03:14.43]Better run a valuable mother******* dollar'[03:16.08]I ain't got nowhere to go, my *************[03:24.93]Got beat down to the floor, my *************[03:27.30]Hurt so bad and it show, my *************[03:29.34]They kept saying that I wouldn't be *************t[03:31.14]'Cause I grew up so poor, my *************[03:33.36]Well I'mma tell y'all like my ************* tell me[03:35.40]While I see it well enough they never grow, my *************[03:37.20]Laying in my bed, can't get sleep[04:13.56]Eyes wide open and I'm staring at the ceiling[04:15.57]Never go to church and my momma's feeling hurt[04:17.73]Praying at night 'cause she know that I'm sinning[04:19.83]Best coming so you know I gotta get it[04:21.84]Money coming fast so you know that's how I'm spending[04:24.03]I ain't got credit so the whips on me when I drop out work'.