Anziety - Logic/Lucy Rose.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Arjun Ivatury/Nima Jahanbin/Paimon Jahanbin/James Bownes/William Smith/Sir Robert Bryson Hall II
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Arjun Ivatury/Nima Jahanbin/Paimon Jahanbin/James Bownes/William Smith/Sir Robert Bryson Hall II
[00:15.660]Everything is fine everything is so fine
[00:19.240]
[00:23.390]Everything is fine everything is so fine
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[00:30.510]Cause I'm good so good
[00:35.080]
[00:38.070]Cause I'm good so good so good
[00:44.810]
[00:45.350]I wish you would I wish you would
[00:47.480]
[00:53.050]I wish you would I wish you would
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[00:58.910]I wish you would this is my life
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[01:03.790]This is my all this is my all
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[01:09.600]And now I'm happy right now I'm happy but sometimes
[01:17.980]
[01:20.320]I'ma get up in your mind right now
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[01:22.710]I'ma get up I'ma get
[01:24.380]
[01:25.090]Gong get up gong get up
[01:28.090]Gong get up get up get up get up
[01:31.630]
[01:32.890]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:34.820]Make you feel like dying right now
[01:36.120]
[01:36.770]I'ma make you pray to god
[01:37.980]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[01:39.430]
[01:40.740]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:42.310]Make you feel like dying right now
[01:43.860]I'ma make you pray to god
[01:44.960]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[01:46.870]To the good old lord
[01:47.810]
[01:48.580]I'ma make it some day some how what you telling yourself
[01:50.810]But you ain't focused on whats important mentality health
[01:52.790]Everybody in the world only want one thing what's that
[01:55.240]Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth
[01:56.760]Its like ohhh I'ma bring it back to the basics
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[01:59.840]Nobody can erase it
[02:00.700]
[02:01.540]People in the street going ape sh*t
[02:03.050]Battling depression but nobody wanna say sh*t
[02:04.370]
[02:05.420]I'ma bring it back to the
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[02:07.590]I'ma bring it back to the basics
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[02:09.330]I'ma bring it back to the back to the back to the
[02:12.620]I'ma get up get on
[02:13.850]That's what I been on
[02:14.800]F**kin with your mind tryna turn sh*t on
[02:16.270]But they want to paint me as a villain
[02:17.730]Even though I'm here to open their mind
[02:19.280]Through the rhyme of life
[02:20.200]I gotta open their mind and design the right time
[02:22.040]To make a decision and get in em like an incision
[02:24.010]Cause I'ma hit em and give em living
[02:25.240]They wonder what I'm giving I'ma never give in
[02:27.020]I gotta let everybody know
[02:27.880]I'm in their mind right now
[02:28.870]
[02:29.440]Make you feel like dying right now
[02:30.730]
[02:31.420]I'ma make you pray to god
[02:32.420]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[02:34.270]
[02:35.430]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[02:36.920]Make you feel like dying right now
[02:38.270]I'ma make you pray to god
[02:39.390]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[02:41.460]To the good old lord
[02:42.530]
[02:44.480]I'ma bring it back to the basics
[02:45.620]
[02:46.670]Nobody can erase it
[02:47.560]
[02:48.290]People in the street going ape sh*t
[02:49.880]Battling depression but nobody wanna say sh*t
[02:51.170]
[02:52.540]Why nobody wanna say
[02:53.540]
[02:54.190]I been living with this everyday
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[02:56.080]Why nobody wanna say
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[02:58.130]Everything will be OK
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[03:02.960]Everything will be okay
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[03:07.950]I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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[03:20.040]Everything will be OK
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[03:23.480]I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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[03:38.720]It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles California in the
[03:41.670]Heart of Hollywood
[03:42.380]
[03:43.600]I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of
[03:45.990]Other people on our way to watch star wars
[03:48.010]When suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic
[03:51.080]As my body began to fade
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[03:53.050]In this moment my mind was full of clarity
[03:55.290]But my body insisted it was in danger
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[03:57.910]I looked around and I told myself I was safe I was fine
[04:01.330]But I was convinced that something was wrong
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[04:03.890]Before I knew it I felt as though I was going to
[04:06.420]Fall and fade away
[04:07.560]My body grew weak
[04:08.570]And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed being told
[04:11.400]What I went thru was anxiety
[04:12.600]
[04:13.420]I refused to believe this story
[04:14.740]
[04:15.560]I searched and searched for the cause of what had happened to
[04:18.290]Me
[04:18.460]
[04:18.960]I began to feel detached from reality
[04:20.450]
[04:21.200]I felt as though I was seeing the world through a glass
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[04:25.200]I got blood work done
[04:26.200]
[04:26.750]Analysis of my mind and body to no avail
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[04:29.810]The doctor said it was anxiety
[04:31.070]
[04:32.020]But how could it be anxiety
[04:33.390]How could anxiety make me physically feel off balance
[04:36.070]
[04:36.600]How could anxiety make me feel as though I was fading from this
[04:39.650]World and on the brink of death
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[04:42.460]Derealization
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[04:44.350]The sense of being out of one's body
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[04:46.930]I'm not here
[04:48.020]I'm not me
[04:49.280]I'm not real
[04:50.160]Nothing is
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[04:51.520]Nothing but this feeling of panic
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[04:54.030]Nobody understands
[04:54.840]
[04:56.010]Nobody knows the sufferings
[04:57.010]
[04:58.460]This physical feeling
[04:59.760]It can't be anxiety
[05:01.420]It can't
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[05:03.090]Or can it
[05:03.610]
[05:04.670]Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body
[05:07.450]
[05:08.560]Yeah of course
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[05:11.390]I'm so in control of my mind and my body
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[05:14.840]But I'm subconsciously forcing myself into a state
[05:17.710]
[05:18.360]Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind
[05:21.440]
[05:21.960]I am unhappy
[05:22.580]
[05:23.720]Not with life
[05:24.260]
[05:25.040]But with this feeling
[05:25.880]
[05:27.410]I am scared I am human I am a man
[05:31.030]But I look in the mirror and I see a child
[05:32.840]
[05:33.870]I am an adult who recognize grown ups don't really know sh*t
[05:37.100]
[05:37.990]And they never did
[05:38.820]
[05:39.610]And it scares me
[05:40.560]Cause now I'm just a grown up who doesn't know sh*t
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[05:43.580]But one thing is I do know this feeling this horrible feeling
[05:48.070]Is going to kill me
[05:48.950]
[05:49.990]No no this feeling
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[05:54.380]This anxiety is nothing
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[05:57.350]I have anxiety
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[05:59.260]Just like you the person I wrote this for
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[06:03.650]And together we will overcome this feeling
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[06:06.590]We will remember despite the attacks and constant filling of
[06:09.730]Our mind and body being on the edge
[06:12.070]That we are alive
[06:12.840]
[06:14.130]And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take
[06:17.790]For granted
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[06:19.140]We will rejoice in this gift that is life
[06:20.960]
[06:22.290]We will rejoice in this day that we have been given
[06:25.770]
[06:26.420]We will accept our anxiety and strive for the betterment of
[06:29.880]Ourselves
[06:30.800]Starting with mental health
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[06:32.890]We will accept ourselves as we are and we will be happy with
[06:36.850]The person we see in the mirror we will accept ourselves
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[06:41.200]And live with anxiety