[00:05.08]Standing at the edge of sanity[00:07.67]I've been here a couple of times[00:10.34]But I swore I was better, I was better[00:14.66]And it hurts, to keep inside[00:17.31]Feeling worse, cause I know I[00:19.84]Could be in control, if I let them know[00:25.42]Keep thinking that I'm finally waken[00:27.89]But I'm mistaken[00:30.40]Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement[00:32.99]Hands are shaking[00:35.43]Cause I hurt myself, myself again[00:40.24]Crying for help, for help again[00:45.51]Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure[00:50.86]I hurt myself, myself again, myself again[00:57.17][01:17.24]I know I'm my own worst enemy[01:19.70]I've got a double sided mind[01:22.31]But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time[01:26.88]I need to believe, these times don't make me weak[01:32.05]And I'm in control, my life's beautiful[01:37.38]My head and my heart's been aching[01:40.00]Feelings are fading[01:42.49]Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement[01:44.97]Hands are shaking[01:47.40]Cause I hurt myself, myself again[01:52.32]Crying for help, for help again[01:57.63]Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure[02:02.81]I hurt myself, myself again, myself again[02:09.05][02:29.26]Anything bad that's ever happened to me[02:34.18]It's playing to fast like a messed up movie[02:39.31]When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty[02:43.49]That's when I hurt myself, myself again[02:49.30]Cause I hurt myself, myself again[02:54.46]Crying for help, for help again[02:59.50]Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure[03:04.45]I hurt myself, myself again, myself again[03:11.00]