Um... - RV.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : RV
[00:00.020] 作曲 : RV
[00:00.040] 编曲 : RV
[00:00.060]“No one can explain why you are alive.
[00:04.020]No one can save you but you.”
[00:07.380]R. I. P. XXXTENTACION
[00:13.110]Whispers in my head,can't sleep at night
[00:16.230]Demons in my bed, tryna start a fight
[00:19.410]Every breath I take, feelI'm losing life
[00:22.590]Every step I make, shadows hold me tight
[00:26.250]I been drowning in my sorrow, ain’ t no light tomorrow
[00:29.610]Tryna numb the pain, but the pain just follow
[00:32.700]Poppin' pills, still hollow, heart too shallow
[00:36.120]If I die tonight, would you even feel the echo?
[00:39.150]Suffocating silence, voices getting violent
[00:42.390]Locked inside my mind, prison with no guidance
[00:45.690]I been tryna find peace, but the war inside me
[00:48.660]Got me feeling like a ghost, no one standing by me
[00:51.990]Everybody dies in their nightmares
[00:55.260]Everybody cries when the soul tears
[00:58.410]I been living lies, but nobody cares
[01:01.620]If I close my eyes, will I disappear?
[01:04.680]Whisper to myself,“ Don’ t let it show”
[01:07.800]Pain in my chest, but they’ ll never know
[01:10.920]Fake a little smile when I’ m feeling low
[01:14.130]Cut a little deeper just to feel control
[01:17.190]Shadows creeping in, voices on repeat
[01:20.580]Tell me I’ m nothing, tell me I’ m weak
[01:23.820]Running from the dark, but it’ s all I see
[01:27.000]Even in the light, it’ s surrounding me
[01:31.260]Broken trust, broken veins
[01:34.470]Bleeding thoughts in broken chains
[01:37.650]Hide my scars with broken faith
[01:40.890]Every night I suffocate
[01:43.080]Everybody dies in their nightmares
[01:46.170]Everybody cries when the soul tears
[01:49.290]I been living lies, but nobody cares
[01:53.970]If I close my eyes, will I disappear?
[01:56.700]Heart cold, I been fighting all alone
[01:59.850]No hope, every night I turn to stone
[02:03.000]Dark roads, leading places I don’ t know
[02:06.150]Lost soul, where the angels never go
[02:09.510]I don’ t want love, it just feels fake
[02:12.330]I don’ t want trust, it just turns snake
[02:15.840]All I really want is a quiet place
[02:18.240]Where the pain don’ t bite and the demons break
[02:21.720]Whispers in my ear, telling me to fade
[02:24.960]Promises of peace if I dig my grave
[02:28.500]But I’ m still here, trapped in the cage
[02:31.320]Living in a fear I can’ t erase
[02:33.900]Everybody dies in their nightmares nightmares
[02:36.900]Everybody cries when the soul tears soul tears
[02:40.140]I been living lies, but nobody cares nobody cares
[02:43.320]If I close my eyes, will I disappear? disappear...