[00:03.508](Fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell)[00:16.476]Fell for you day one head over heels in the parking garage[00:19.886]When I was too young to determine if you were a good guy[00:23.790]Listened to Datafruits together on the MBTA[00:27.615]We shared some pink Skullcandy earbuds and I thought I would die[00:31.780]You'd walk around our little town like you knew everything[00:35.555]And honestly I liked the confidence that that would imply[00:39.741]Name dropped you on our last rеlease you werе my everything[00:43.624]For half a decade there I thought that I would know you for life[00:47.982]It's so embarrassing to love so hard then let it all go[00:51.730]But I do know, deep down I can let it all go[00:55.848]It's so embarrassing to go to bat for you when you know better[01:00.980]But don't do better, I said[01:03.617][Gupi]I know a fake one when they step the scene[01:06.939]They mask things with kindness but are intricately mean[01:10.965]You may have your prospects, you may have your shoes[01:14.930]But I know you'll be lonely if you treat her like you do[01:19.649][Fraxiom]I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody[01:27.504]Self-infantilizing, always criticizing people and disguising it with social justice words, despising[01:35.617]I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody[01:43.604]You just won't transition so now it's your mission to make all the life decisions for somebody who transitioned[01:51.849][Fraxiom, Gupi]I just think it's odd that we were kids, and you were not[01:55.409]And we were smoking all that pot with you (And I still think you deserve a good life)[02:00.359]Could have been nice, it's just gotta happen away from my eyes[02:04.850]But you treated us like little baby stupid idiots![02:07.971]There was a period of time you were my only friend[02:11.741]If somebody met me eventually they'd have to meet you[02:15.712]I look back on these times and think too much and get myself sick[02:19.734]When I consider how you'd use my name and[02:23.785][Fraxiom]No one thinks you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you just have to hurt somebody[02:31.555]Self-infantilizing, always hypnotizing people so that it's surprising when you get caught compromising (wh-wh what)[02:39.604]I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody (yeah)[02:47.651]You just won't transition so the composition of your intuition is to be somebody's apparition[02:58.622]And I still think you deserve a good life