[00:00.000] 作词 : Chelsea Cutler/Noah Kahan[00:01.000] 作曲 : Chelsea Cutler/Noah Kahan[00:05.133]I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it[00:15.400]I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish[00:25.013]It kills me inside you can drink on Friday nights[00:29.584]Not even pick up the phone[00:35.305]It amazes me you move on so easily[00:39.589]From someone that you once called home[00:45.388]I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us[00:49.803]Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel[00:55.707]I know you always fell out love so damn easily[00:59.938]But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real[01:06.077]Until you met me, drinks in New York city[01:10.779]Ooh, you looked so pretty[01:13.313]Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday[01:18.564]Kissed you on our first date[01:21.150]Somehow, I knew someday[01:23.684]This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go[01:29.169]Oh, I'll spend my whole life[01:34.368]Missing a part of me, part of me[01:39.514]Oh, I'll spend my whole life[01:44.608]Hoping your heart is free, heart is free[01:48.317]I've been trying not to think of this as something tragic[01:58.374]'Cause our two paths might cross again, crazier things have happened[02:08.327]And I realize, lightning strikes just once not twice and shooting stars are burning rocks[02:18.462]So I spend weeks inside, drowing in these dreams of mine[02:22.982]And wondering if I'm worth your thoughts[02:28.493]I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us[02:32.778]Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel[02:38.812]I know you always fell out love so damn easily, but honestly[02:44.193]I don't think you ever had something real[02:49.182]Until you met me[02:51.429]Drinks in New York City[02:53.911]Ooh, you looked so pretty[02:56.444]Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday[03:01.695]Kissed you on our first date[03:04.255]Somehow, I knew someday[03:06.867]This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go[03:11.360]Do you not dream of me?[03:13.267]'Cause I have visions in my sleep[03:15.984]I can't ever find my peace now[03:21.522]Do you wake up alone[03:23.586]And feel an aching in your bones?[03:26.198]Or are you happy without me now?[03:30.221]The first time that you told me[03:32.911]You thought that you loved me[03:35.367]That bar in the city[03:37.796]I thought you were drunk[03:39.651]But I knew deep down that you meant it[03:43.073]Wish that I had said it[03:45.633]I was scared to let it happen[03:48.794]But it happened and now I cannot forget it[03:53.731]Oh, I'll spend my whole life[03:58.903]Missing a part of me, part of me[04:04.023]Oh, I'll spend my whole life[04:09.222]Hoping your heart is free, heart is free